DEEP IN THE TRAUMAS ARE THE ECHOIC SENSES...AS WITH 'CANCER PATIENTS'...CHARACTERISTICS OF CANCER PATIENTS--------------------------AWARENESS OF PATTERNS OF MISTRUST AND HOSTILITY--TRANSFERRENCES FROM THE CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE INTO ADULT RELATIONS-A PRECARIOUSNESS ESPECIALLY WHEN 'NEW' RELATIONSHIPS BREAK DOWN...
THE REEMERGENCE OF DEEP ANGST/FEARS---------THROWING THE INDIVIDUAL BACK ON HIS OR HER OWN RESOURCES......STOICAL OR WITHDRAWN...DISTANCED OR MORE AWARE OF STATES OF USEFULNESS...IN THE FACE OF RENEWED INSULTS FROM ??????????ENVIRONMENT...OTHER...EXPECTANCY...
TO FEEL 'LITTLE HOPE THAT REAL WARMTH OR SOLACE CAN BE OBTAINED FROM OTHERS............
A CLIMATE OF EXPECTANCY ZONING...FOR THE FORTRESSED IS THE 'SOLUTION' THAT IS THE PROBLEM...
THUS ONE MUST DO THE THING ONE THINKS ONE CANNOT DO...
I CHINGS OF DEEP THOUGHT
TO CHANGE SEEMS NEVERENDING AS THE WEBBINGS OF THE IMPOSED 'CONTROLZ OF OUTCOMES' LIMIT AND REQUIRE SUPREME EFFORT ........TO MOVE 2X AS FAST JUST TO STAY ON THE TREADMILL...TO GET OFF THE TREADMILL IS THE DEATH OF MEETING EXPECTANCIES OF SELF...OTHERS...........
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